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Smoking is not good for health. These young people here are not smoking. But what are they doing with cigarettes then??

What is this sweet girl  doing at Padang Ipoh??Model catwalk??with cigarettes?

HEY!!!What is she holding??3 cigarettes??

Pity that kid,bullied by “Hak Se Wui Dai Gar Jie”??!haha

enjoying her cigarettes???look very syok wor..”high” anot? =P

Don’t feel shy^^Blowing smoke??haha 

Take some more??can finish anot wor??

Offering cigarettes??!!So happy meh?I oso want!!=P

What’s that?Killing bacteria before enjoying them?just bought de wor..

NO WORRY..WE’RE GOOD BOYS AND GIRLS OF HEALTHY LIFESTYE..WE JUST BOUGHT CIGARETTES FOR OUR PROJECT…FULL OF PASSION AND CURIOUSITY??HAHAHA..BUT THE WAY,WE’RE NOT UNDER AGED KIDS (MAYBE JUST A FEW MORE MONTHS LEFT TO GO..=P) BUT WE DEFINTELY HAVE SOMEONE ABOVE 18,THAT DAI GAR JIE LO…HAHA

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My dear alma mater, St. Michael’s Institution. After spending 11 years with you, I’m back again. No doubt, I’m a your son, a Michaelian. I do love you but people who look after you have changed. They might still care about you and your children but they no longer remember how you was born and your real purpose of existance.

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I’ve taken a road I did not expect to really take but it is a fact that I’m on the road now. I didn’t regret because of the fact that it’s still a fine alternative way for me to walk on, not knowing how far I can travel but defintely, there’ll be a destination I want. I don’t give a damn to most other roads because those roads look merely just almost the same and might be burdening to those who are supporting me. Those roads that have given no space for me shall I get rid from my thought. Life might be slightly tougher until then and not as interesting as it might be. Nevertheless, I’m in for the challenge and I’m prepared for the struggle. Never stop preparing for the next battle that I shall be facing….

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Say it isn’t so…I don’t know what to do…I try to continue but it’s different though..too much subject emphasis and worries….I’m not a coward anymore…I think there was the moment you said I’m a coward that I’d started to have the courage….and I’ve done so much….Tell me what moments you felt happy and what you don’t if you’re willing to…I’ll be pleased to know…I hope I’ve brought happiness more than worries and sorrow to you..I do care about that..May happiness stays with you…

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Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.
 
Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya.. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah.. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.
 
Dia melanggar emak saya.. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.
 
Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.
 
Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.
 
Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.
 
Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

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A relationship that causes exhaustment to you..never mean to build it such…because all these while, I never felt it….never realize that one day, you’ll tell me you’re tired of it. I thought you might feel that it’s a complicated relationship as I was still looking for a chance to clarify it and I was doing so much, perhaps might be a little too much . I thought you would still feel pleased with the way I treated you all these while. Was I wrong? But you didn’t tell me…Yes, at least you gave me a reason but it’s all of a very sudden when I still didn’t realize you need just mere friendship.

If I tell you it’s rather painful to me, felt like a cut in my heart, a hole in my soul and you might be able to see it in my face, do you believe? Because it’s a real big place somehow. I didn’t tell you how much I want to continue the way we were doing everything together, building our moments together…from where I knew you in Friendster..got your msn contact, then your contact number and we didn’t just stop like that. There was the moment when we started to text each other, getting more and more frequently that I’ll surely text you almost every night..I was glad that you didn’t really take that as a disturbance to you, yet still reply me.

Then, there were the moments we were being real friendly each other..we had so much chats that I was like wouldn’t want to stop..Then, that was the understanding that we built that we understand more about each other’s life..I guess that was when I started to be more serious in our relationship, looking forward to be a closer one to you, even as a good friend will do. I still remember when we send messages to keep each other accompanied when we were burning midnight oil to do our studies and revision…sharing the moments together of even not together …

I was always looking for a chance of meeting you…Then, when I started to work in a bookstore in a shopping complex, she had the first chance to see how I really look like. Physically, I think I don’t really look that great so I was glad that she was still in the mood of being for chats with me. Not later then, even I had the first time of seeing her with my own eyes. However, we didn’t get to walk nearer to talk a few words to each other…

Time passes by..I got another chance of seeing you clearly. You looked so sweet, pretty and adorable, simply a great girl to me. I was more crazy about you, getting more daring to tell you how I feel about us and wish to be with you..You did tell me that if I really try to go for it, you might give me a chance… And perhaps that was the time when you started to find our relationship more complicated but I was really liking you more and more…I thought maybe we were more passionate towards our relationship and we even started to enjoy talking on phone sometimes..

Not later after that was a life junction to me when I almost went to study in Singapore. I was kinda giving a sigh about that too, can’t get to start a relationship with you. Then, I had some reasons to reject the study offer and decided to stay. I was feeling much relief about not needing to leave everything behind to further my study. That was how we continued our so-called complicated relationship. You did mentioned several times about our relationship that as if not just friends but not lovers yet. It was the behaviour of sending messages that I’m treating you like my sweetheart and loved one. I just want to make you more happy. 

It might be the matter of future that takes place to talk about we might not get to be together after all. We didn’t have enough freedom and chance to be together. Maybe I didn’t really take it too seriously because I’ll be ready to face it when the time comes. However, when it came suddenly to one single message in one of our common nights that you told me you’re tired of our complicated relationship, let’s just be friends. Oh God !~~! That’s so hurting me. Is that the best we can do to have reach this far and you told me you’re tired ? sorry ?… I don’t need a apology…If only you didn’t send out that message reply to me..When I get this talk topic to you again, I didn’t really want to annoy you but you told me I might need to stop sending messages to you for a period to think properly. Oh my, what on Earth?..What period do I need? It’s a cold war I never want it to happen between us, never even once..and luckily, it didn’t happen..How you really are so rational in sending that message to tell me it’s time to stop?.. I will still have the feeling for you…because I really fell for you.

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A deep and close relationship, built with maybe just a few glances of each other’s face,  by most of the time in words, voice, sharing, care, hope and perhaps love. Everything is so not simple and easy to us but I never want it to be complicated and heavy. Believe in destiny? If after all, we never get to be together, it’s a real sad chapter in the life of a guy by my own name, which is myself. Wasted?..Disappointment?..Silly?..Sorrow..Heart-cracked..

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Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don’t know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We’ll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I’ll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That’s a great plan in fact, I don’t have anything to do for the following weeks..
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic… Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel’s hand but by accident she touched someone else’s and they both laughed..

DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: ‘My darlings, please don’t waste the time of your lives… spend your time together happily.’ Then tears flow from the teller’s eyes.

DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor… Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine
gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game…

Daniel: I’m tired Jasmine… do you want any drinks? I’ll buy you one.. I’ll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me…
20 minutes later… a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.
11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel’s pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my
life. I love you, Jasmine…

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

‘Daniel! I don’t want you to die…I love you… Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don’t leave me, Daniel… I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel’s heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY…

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We’re born to die one day. But before we die, we must at least do something good to the world.

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